I vividly remember my first love, because back then girls wrote on the ground to let you know they like you
You had to learn all the gestures, all the tricks and most importantly know when to stop to avoid begging after you’ve been accepted
Pay more attention because you don’t know where that yes would come from
It might be from a wink of an eye, somewhere on the shoulders or just anywhere else including the ground written with their feet

I also remember my first real break up, because that shit really hurts
That’s one thing you can never accept, well unless you wanted it even though it suddenly comes as a surprise
Shocks as if you didn’t know it was going to happen

You can tell by the signs its coming, all the clues lie around for you to see
But you don’t take them into consideration, fix it before it falls apart
Bang!! You suddenly realised what was going on all the time

You try to fix it but it’s too late
Breaking down seem to be the solution but it doesn’t help
Mending that broken heart it’s a process than a room you can budge in for healing
It takes too long you even doubt it will ever heal

Eventually it becomes better, your eyes open up to see there’s still more you can give you heart to
You try, but it becomes so hard to give everything you are because it’s still hurting sometimes
You cry when you by yourself wishing it never end because it somehow felt so good
You want to love again but you can’t because you scared
You keep holding back you destroy what you have holding on to what you had
You don’t realise it’s happening again because your mind is somewhere else with your body in it
Your mind is still covered with the past, your eyes blinded with what you thought was love because you just can’t find what went wrong You still wish for more of it, forgetting all the bad because you replaced it with the sweet memories you created
Bang!! It happens again.

You cry saying history has the tendency of repeating itself
Blaming them relationships for your broken heart, not yourself for not giving it a try
Pay attention to what was right in front of you, than holding on to what you thought was love
Overlooking the facts, because if it was love it would have never came to an end
Bang! Bang! Bang!

You decide to take a break from them relationships
Along the way you meet interesting people, but you push them away because you believe you’re waiting for the right one
They come and go you don’t even think you might be letting go of what you are waiting for, letting the right person you waiting for pass you by
But you don’t mind because you are waiting
You act as if everything is okay but you feel lonely when there’s no one around
Jealous strangle your heart when you see people in love
You feel like they are wasting their time, because in your mind relationships are bound to take that sharp curve

Eventually you meet what you think is your long awaited Mr/Miss Right
But are you Mr/Miss Right to them
Bang!! Bang!!