For every man out there, it’s easier to get dumped than to get a girl and actually stay in a relationship with. You have to make those visits you sometimes find yourself going back home without seeing her because something important than you just came up, make those phone calls she will just ignore when she wants to. You have to make a lot of promises to prove that you’re different from every man she met before you show up. You have to watch your tone, count your words when you talk and listen carefully when she talks otherwise, for everything you get wrong, it’s a minus point against you. On the other hand, to be single is very easy, it can’t happen overnight. You go to bed when you wake up you find a text message on your phone saying “It’s over” no explanation or anything. You call, you find a voice mail specifically for you only, “Hey Loid!! You call my number again, I’ll send my tough brother to erase my number in your phone and your head with a fist”. The sad part you don’t know how it all got to that point. Well, sometimes it’s what we did, we just don’t know we got caught, or what we didn’t do, they took the points away one by one until there wasn’t any left but to dump us but sometimes it’s just what we said because our big mouths spoil everything. I hope I don’t wake up single because this is one of those things that get you single when you didn’t get time to explain yourself…..
A gap after “My”
There will always be a gap after “My” when I try to appreciate your presence around me as I’m not sure if you are just “my” friend or more than that
In fact, there will always be a gap after “My”, because I can’t tell you that I love you fearing that I might turn up to be like any other man who use those words to every woman they bump into
Maybe I did, once or twice, but there will always be a gap after “My” because I’ve never done enough to show what I meant when I told you that I do.
Maybe work played a role because the distance was never a problem, but there will always be a gap after “My” because I never get to kiss you passionately like my girlfriend
Maybe I did, but it was just too quick it never got to settle in my mind, that’s why there will always be a gap after “My” because I still don’t know where I stand
Maybe I do,maybe I don’t but there will always be a gap after “My” because I’m scared to find out I called you “My” friend while I was supposed to call you “My” girlfriend
In fact, I did, but a series of events that took place here and there got me confused, that’s why there will always be a gap after “My” because after this long I still don’t know what to call you.
When people are together for a very long time, there’s a danger that they take each other for granted, that’s why there will always be a gap after “my”, because I don’t know what will happen to me when that happens, except that I don’t want to lose whatever follows after “My” Even when that smile I love the most has disappeared, those sexy eyes that always express kindness turn to boldly visualize anger, that soft voice become louder telling me where to back off.
Maybe I do know what happens, because I can see the evidence when I look back, how I felt when you disappeared on me, that’s why there will always be a gap after “My” because I don’t want to be in the same position I was assuming that gap puts me in safe zone
Maybe it doesn’t as it might be too late for that considering everything else thus far, including those little stolen kisses, but there will always be a gap after “My”…….
Until the day we will both come up and decide to put our fears away, finish what we started as the glimpses already serve as an idea of what would happen should we do that, there will always be a gap after “My” as I don’t want to confuse what I would like it to be with what should be or it already is.
