Happiness, I choose you

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Every moment with you feels indescribable, but I never get to digest it, let it settle in my mind,
because you always leave with no hope that you’ll be coming back soon,
No wonder it always feels like it's the first time whenever we meet.
They say you're a choice, but do I get to make any when you leave,
or you just storm out of my heart,
Do I get to make any when you let them pains cut me deep, while you hideaway?
Every search for you, producing zero results
You always say goodbye, when I'm lucky to get that sad opportunity to watch you disappear,
Leaving me with these mixed emotions to deal with.
You always have all the reasons to leave, but never an explanation as to why
Have better places to be, but never with me in any of them,
Even when I make it clear that I need you around, you never stay.
But tonight I’ll hold you tight, you won't be able to leave.
I'm gonna hold on to you, keep you warm in my heart,
Even when you get an escape plan, you won't find a reason to leave.
I'll keep you right here with me because I want you,
Even though that doesn't seem to bother you,
The times you left while I'm desperately hoping you'd stay just a little longer says it all.
I'll never despise you for the worst you bring in me
The highs and lows you leave me hanging on
Through them tears you watch them dry on its own
Through them times you got me lost in my own sorrows
Became invisible while I gave everything to have you
Because I want you,
Like everybody else,
"I choose you"

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