My inspiration comes from three, more things. Which is, movies, music and everything else that inspires me when I need a little push from behind

I love movies, I watch a lot of them when time is on my side, but I love music too, and I cannot describe the influence it has in my life. In fact, I can’t even imagine how my life would be without music.

Both music and movies always trigger something in me, that desire to be better. What have you done, what are you doing now, you can do better, you too can do it like everybody else who has done it before. Those are the questions and reminders I pick up in any movie and any long playlist I get to listen to, and they always push me out of my comfort zone. That’s probably the reason I watch one movie piece by piece for days, the reason I defy every rule that prohibits me from listening to my music whenever I want to.

Movies make me realize nothing is impossible, as long as you need it, and actually do something about it you are bound to have at some point. You can be patiently waiting for it, for your turn, or working towards achieving it, that’s ok. As long as you’re doing something, you apply yourself, eventually, you’ll get it.

Music on the other hand help to clear my mind, fuel the drive in me. It takes the weight off on everything I do, shorten the distance, and helps me roll uphill, all the way to the top without feeling any exhaustion. But at the end of the day, those both help me believe I can be better, triggering that hidden desire in me. But I can’t figure it out, what is it exactly.

I know I can consume “everything” that’s out there, eat “everything”, I mean everything, but I feel better when I’m the one producing. I can even revisit my reasons why I stopped eating meat, stop questioning “what’s important about it” to those who constantly preach about it when they see my plate without meat on it, just to add on the list of “everything” else I eat, but I feel better when I supply than consuming.

I can buy everything my little salary allows me to, from sweets and snacks to houses and shops. From bananas and apples to trees they grow on. From fastest cars to supersonic aircrafts, but I feel better when I’m the one giving everyone an opportunity to buy from me, when I supply than being supplied.

I’m not much of a reader, but I can read every book on every bookshelf, in every bookstore, but I prefer being the one with a pen doting all the words down. I prefer to be the one giving people reasons to read, an opportunity to criticize, suggest and feel better about themselves saying “I can do better than this” when they spot an obvious mistake.

Working seems to be the thing, as a result, everybody is looking for a job. Even those who are working, they are out there looking for better jobs, except for me of course. Maybe I’m just lazy, but I know for sure that I can do the work very well, but I’m just interested in watching other people work. My greatest satisfaction lies in watching them work. Most importantly, I have that great desire to watch them one day work “for me”

Somehow I know there’s that one thing I’m really capable of. From all the dreams that never came true, the wishes, trial and errors, unrecognized efforts, tested and untested methods and never became real fantasies, there’s that one thing I can do. That one thing that can change my life and everyone around me, but I’m yet to figure it out.

I guess I’m like everybody else, I always have that intense desire to be better, that strong and demanding need to do something. Something great, something that will change my life and influence the lives of others positively, but I just don’t know what is it that I can do.

But until then, let’s get to work

It’s Good Motives, remember the name when you see it

“It’s all about one day at a time, one day at a time”