Over the years I’ve learned that direct words like I miss you, I love you, I'm sorry are more powerful than any other words, but we always round around before we can say them trying to come up with all these fancy words to decorate them. We neutralize their meaning by saying a lot of things like starting unnecessary arguments and giving unnecessary explanations before we can actually say “I’m sorry”, “I miss you”, “I love you” and that shadows doubt at times on whether you mean it or not.

For all the years I’ve been under the sun, I've said stuff I wanted to say, expressed myself countless times, hurting others in the process. I've lost some fights, won some. I got a chance to walk out of other people’s lives, watched people walking out of my life, some of them walked out while I was still hoping they could hang around a little but that's their story.

I made a lot of mistakes, I found a way to swallow my ego and apologize to those who were directly involved, but some other times I couldn't, because it was just too much to swallow. I listened sometimes when they told me I was doing it wrong, but some other times I couldn’t because my eyes were blinded with what I hoped was going to be the final product of what I was doing, and that is the only explanation to everything I did wrong more than once

They say when you commit one mistake more than once it's intentional, that depends on how you look at it. But sometimes we do the same thing over and over again because we’re just hoping for different results, we don’t quit or let it go because it failed once or twice but I would like to apologize to those affected by my decisions for all the times I got it wrong even after several attempts.
I admit, I've done a lot of things wrong, I got caught at times but sometimes I got away with it. Sometimes I was right but found wrong, but through it all, wrong or right, I deeply apologize, I did it all with a sober mind I don’t have an excuse for it

If today you don't talk to me because of everything I did wrong to you, please accept my apology. If I made you cry for so many times, I kept you waiting, left you hanging, failed to help you reach “Kuvukiland”, I understand I was wrong, please forgive me. If I lied to you, gave you wrong impressions about me, I apologize for that too. If I beat your dumb ass, criticized your ideas, discouraged you in any possible way, I’m sorry. I did it all with a sober mind, I can’t lie saying I didn’t know what I was doing or give you excuses for that because I don’t have any.

I might have hoped for different results at times but I did it all with a sober mind. It might have been the first time, second, third, fourth or more but I can't promise it was the last time because I'm human. But I can promise to try to be better next time. That's why I took this moment to say from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry to you all for everything I did wrong and everything else I might do wrong in the future.

If I once loved you, I still do, if I once said I miss you, I really did, if I did you wrong, I'm deeply sorry.

I love you all!!